Jungle Tessa on the ground – “It’s 4:39 in Australia, the tears are falling!”

She sat in the jungle camp for ten days. Now, in freedom, everything breaks down on her.

Tessa Bergmeier (33) can no longer. The former GNTM candidate, who flew out of the TV bush on Sunday, is now back with violent words.

“It’s all coming down on me, and I’m aware of the level of hate directed at me,” Tessa says. On Instagram she writes EVERYTHING from her soul in the middle of the night. And also spoke to BILD about it this Thursday.

You can tell: Now that she has access to her mobile phone and the Internet again for several days, many thoughts revolve around the single mother of two. And Tessa unfortunately also reads ugly, disgusting hate comments against her.

“It’s 4:39 am in Australia, the tears are streaming, I’m having a hard time sleeping,” Tessa said. Then she reports hostilities and comments (“She’s crazy!”), which she finds difficult to bear. “I’m just a person who loves and wants to be liked.”

Tessa protects herself: “I was never dangerous in the camp or not of sound mind or even sick (…).”

BEFORE moving in, she revealed that she suffered from bipolar disorder. Also in She told Jungle Camp about it. In bipolar disorder, mood swings between two opposite extremes. During extreme high phases (mania), people with bipolar disorder are, among other things, exuberant, extremely active, irritable, erratic and restless.

Tessa now says: “I’ve been symptom-free for 2 years.”

The model now seems to feel the extent of her participation in the jungle camp – with all the beautiful, but also all the negative consequences.

Tessa continued: “I’m emotional yes. i am highly sensitive Neither aggression nor tears are negative as long as they do no harm. I have neither bad character nor evil intentions.”

She was real at all times in the camp, neither pretended nor acted. And: “I spoke about topics that are important to me and I’m glad that I was able to encourage others.”

She has now realized what a “sick world” we would all be living in if SO dealt with her mental health and mental illness.

Tessa’s conclusion and declaration of war on Instagram to haters and mobs: “No one deserves what you do! This is ugly and sick! (…) If the word ‘disabled’ is meant to be an insult… Feel free to insult me, it’s up to you, not me.”

Tessa in the BILD interview about her tears

In an interview with BILD, Tessa speaks even more about the news, about her sleepless night, about the background.

She says: “I took the time to read articles and news last night. My friend Lotta said: ‘Don’t look at that.’ But I did it to myself. I googled my name with various keywords and looked at articles and statements from other more or less different celebrities. It said: ‘You have to lock them up! It should be locked away. She is ill. That’s a sick person. She’s mad!’ It’s sick when you’re stigmatized and devalued because you have a natural disease – and your credibility and seriousness are denied.”

And further: “This blatant storm, reading through this flood of hate … is just violent and that’s unbearable. It is a blow to me, and also a blow to the people who also have such diseases. It goes to show once again that as soon as you speak up and are strong enough to go public, you will be ostracized.”

It “hurts me so much,” Tessa says of all the things she’s had to read about herself.

But crying was also good for her: “You can let the pain out. I don’t want my kids to be treated like that. It can’t go on like this with this ‘hit it’ society, in which the weak get another one on the lid.”

The model: “It was 4:39 am. By the time the sun came up it was 6am. I fell asleep crying and exhausted, I read all the comments the next day and saw how many people really support me, understand me – that’s just good. Even if we are not many, we stick together, stay strong.”

Your conclusion. “I will continue to be loud, even if I am knocked down – I remain strong – for me, for us, for my children – for more acceptance whoever you are!”